The 11-11-11 is almost a month behind us and today I was hit with the mother load of ascension symptoms. All of them, at once, clamoring together like a family reunion. Writers, far more attuned than I, have talked about the ascension process and the phys-i-cal-ness of it. It is not just a spiritual process but a physical process as well. The physical part being the rough stuff because we are taking our bodies with us.
It started on Sunday, November 3, 2011 when I had what I refer to as a "couch" day. If I make it to the couch that means I have good intentions to do something with the day. But then that sleepiness comes over me like a fog wave until I succumb to lying down and closing my eyes to end up asleep. On this particular Sunday, I napped for 4-5 hours. I call that a doozy. Then for the next couple of days, insomnia coupled with that fire. Fire all over my body-not sweating, just heat, especially up and down my spine. The trick is how to position the sheet so I can cover a few body parts like feet and chest while releasing the heat. This heat will not allow me to sleep. Neither will the Tomcat who insists on lying on me for the heat source because I have the temp turned way down in the house because I am so damn hot.
Anyway, fast forward to today, Wednesday, November 7, 2011. I got up and dressed for work even though I was feeling unrested and awful. I only made it through half a day and I had to call of sick for I couldn't stay awake. Plus, I was feeling flu like. I'll spare you the details. I was feeling awful and it really really sucked. It took me until the late evening until I get up. I felt like one of those insects in a collection where that pin is stuck through it. In my case, that long needle like pin was sticking right through my head. I couldn't move and any time I tried, I ended up face down on the couch immobilized.
Not sure what inspired all of this sleep. We are almost a month past the 11-11-11 portal. The full moon is rising in a few days with an upcoming lunar eclipse but it is several days away and I am going through some sort of late to the party portal. We have the 12-12 and the solstice on their way for the month,too. I hope I get my sea legs before all of that starts up.
What shook me was that I thought we were through the worst of it but this was one of the most incapacitating energetic experiences I have had to day. It has been gathering hurricane force for the course of over 4 days. Not much more to say than the brutality of this energetic wave was ruthless.
I did see a doorway open in some sort of visual haze in the middle of the night so I am hoping that this is what it was. Funny how our appliances can mimic what's going on in our lives. My garbage disposal got clogged so much that it just quit working and needed a professional. Maybe the dross and garbage of whatever the hell is hanging around inside of me had trouble on the release end. The culprit in the garbage disposal was a mango pit. The energetic dross coming up for release is not difficult to track either.
So that is the way of it then. I live to to tell the story. I feel the story will slowly leak out of me as I feel it baring down on me for release.
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